My Eye Hurts For No Reason
Current Song: "13 Angles Standing Guard 'Round The Side Of Your Bed" -- A Silver Mt. Zion
Hannah came by and cleaned up everything that was wrecked from Friday, so I feel a bit better overall. Still, I'm not looking forward to this week of more doctor's appointments. I'm tired of the whole taking-care-of-myself routine and all I want to do is lay in bed or watch TV and not have to worry about being somewhere on time and for the allotted time I'm expected to be there. My life, no.
My throat had started feeling better but tonight has gotten a little worse. This is probably something that is going to require antibiotics to combat, since I'm pretty sure a virus would have given up and died or given up and killed me by now. Particularly since I made every effort to drown it in alcohol. You'll be glad to note I no longer have any alcohol in the house. Not even my two backup bottles of hard cider. This is a step in the right direction, I feel.
I'm sleepy already and I think I may just go to bed and watch Kids In The Hall until I get to sleep. Also, somebody buy me Kids In The Hall seasons 3-5. Scratch that, take the money you would have spent on DVDs and pay my rent for me instead, please. I can't, and I have no options to make it. And my case manager was quite up front about the fact that I can't pay rent with money I don't have and that I should expect to get evicted from this house, at which time they will move me to a group home for crazies. Can you see why I've been drinking? I would like to stay in my home, please.
Hannah came by and cleaned up everything that was wrecked from Friday, so I feel a bit better overall. Still, I'm not looking forward to this week of more doctor's appointments. I'm tired of the whole taking-care-of-myself routine and all I want to do is lay in bed or watch TV and not have to worry about being somewhere on time and for the allotted time I'm expected to be there. My life, no.
My throat had started feeling better but tonight has gotten a little worse. This is probably something that is going to require antibiotics to combat, since I'm pretty sure a virus would have given up and died or given up and killed me by now. Particularly since I made every effort to drown it in alcohol. You'll be glad to note I no longer have any alcohol in the house. Not even my two backup bottles of hard cider. This is a step in the right direction, I feel.
I'm sleepy already and I think I may just go to bed and watch Kids In The Hall until I get to sleep. Also, somebody buy me Kids In The Hall seasons 3-5. Scratch that, take the money you would have spent on DVDs and pay my rent for me instead, please. I can't, and I have no options to make it. And my case manager was quite up front about the fact that I can't pay rent with money I don't have and that I should expect to get evicted from this house, at which time they will move me to a group home for crazies. Can you see why I've been drinking? I would like to stay in my home, please.
spit at you by Nil at 10:49 PM
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how much is your rent?
$425/mth. The county is eventually going to give me $200/mth, but I'm still short and that's why my case manager was like "Realistically you can't stay there."
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