So Long, Judas

Current Song: "Pilate's Dream" -- Jesus Christ Superstar

I spent most of today on buses or on foot cruising around trying to find an obscure address in the middle of Saint Louis Park. It was lame. Once I got there and got the work for the research project done, it was a lot better. That is the one I'm not going to quit.

I'm so tired, when I don't have places to be all I want to do is sleep. Taken as a whole, everything about my life indicates that I should probably start taking antidepressants like my mom suggests. However, Boynton makes it a real pain in the ass to get an appointment. First-time Mental Health Clinic appointments need to be made in person, apparently. This seems like it would deter a lot of people, like myself, who in the depths of our collective misery would seek to avoid face to face interaction, especially with people who are judging us about how sad we are. In other words, fuck you, Boynton Health Service.

I need you to stop being an asshole and start being a compassionate human being who appreciates the love and support I've been throwing out there for years.