I'm Not 100% In Love With Your Tone Right Now

I slept all day because it just seemed easier. Now I'm awake and bored and it's nearing midnight. I spent a long time reading my old blog entries from the beginning up through when I had surgery. Some of it was funny but some of it was incredibly depressing. I wish I knew what was wrong with me now. I wish I had health insurance. I wish there were more interesting things on television and that my back didn't hurt and that I wasn't 15 seconds from death at any given time. I wish I wasn't out of groceries. I wish I didn't have so many things to do and no motivation whatsoever to do anything but lie in bed and wish for stuff.