Show Me The World As I Love To See It

I have a terrible sinking feeling that I will be totally unable to afford to keep living this summer whether I take classes or not, which complicates my graduation plans, as I will be unable to graduate because I'll be dead.

I left my phone at home by accident and it stresses me out. Two years ago I was one of those "I'll never get a cell phone" kids, and today, I'm losing my shit. The world is a loveless rock orbiting a cold indifferent sun.