And If It Could Start Being Alive, You'd Stop Living Alone

Current Song: "Stay" -- Lisa Loeb & Nine Stories

I thought about drinking in my office all day today. I think I might have a problem. But not an uncontrollable problem, since I didn't drink in my office all day, and I had the means and opportunity.

I finally put those rental applications in the mail but they won't go out until tomorrow. I wish I was a slightly more responsible person.

I know we're basically gone from each other's lives now, but some days I'm still crazy about you and miss you like crazy. I hope this gets better, one way or another.

I need someone to call me and tell me they're giving me a job.

Okkervil River is fucking great. I'm listening to "A Stone" and goddamn I just love this song.

"And I think that I know
The bitter dismay
Of a lover who brought fresh bouquets every day
And she turned him away
To remember some knave
Who once gave just one rose, one day, years ago."