But I'm Not In Love With You

Current Song: "The Killer Inside" -- Better Than Ezra

Things are going about as well as I expected them to, which is bad, as I'm a pretty pessimistic person. As an illustration of how there is hope in the world, last night I was sitting in a park with a bad case of the spins and two girls I've never seen before (Alison and Hannah, apparently) decided to worry that it was not a great neighborhood and walked me home. So there is human kindness in the world, I guess.

Anyway, I started smoking again because I lost my last reason not to. I've also formulated an all-purpose contingency plan that, for once, does not rely on suicide. So I guess things could be worse.