Never For You

Current Song: "The Way We Get By" -- Spoon

I can't keep doing this to myself. I don't even want to anymore and I still do and it's killing me. I've been awake for hours, waiting, watching the clock, waiting, waiting, waiting, nothing. It's all useless and I can't get over it until I get away from it, and I can't get away from it. It's in my face every day. Everything, everyday. If you only knew. You will, you will, years from now when we're both gone and there's no hope left. No chances for hope left. You'll know and I'll know, we'll be the only two left and I still won't come back. Not for you.