This Is The Worst Trip I've Ever Been On
Current Song: "John Allyn Smith Sails" -- Okkervil River
My sister is having another baby girl.
I want to go home.
Disability Services is encouraging me to drop all my classes and seek counseling full time. This is not an option for me. I don't want to do anything but crawl in bed and never wake up.
Yesterday I was taking a shower and I kept forgetting whether I had shampooed my hair and nothing seemed right when I did it. I can't remember anything anymore. If I wake up at 2:08 in the morning again, I'm going to throw myself out the window.
My sister is having another baby girl.
I want to go home.
Disability Services is encouraging me to drop all my classes and seek counseling full time. This is not an option for me. I don't want to do anything but crawl in bed and never wake up.
Yesterday I was taking a shower and I kept forgetting whether I had shampooed my hair and nothing seemed right when I did it. I can't remember anything anymore. If I wake up at 2:08 in the morning again, I'm going to throw myself out the window.
spit at you by Nil at 5:33 PM
1 Comments:
Hi, I don't know you. I just happened to come across your blog one night when I couldn't sleep and was browsing blogger.
Anyway, I'm going through a major depressive episode right now and pretty much can't get out of bed. Reading your journal makes me realize I'm not alone. And you're not either.
I don't blame you if you think I'm creepy, but just so you know there's a stranger out there who's pulling for you.
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