With Silver Sparklers Burning In My Eyes

Current Song: "Time And Time Again" -- Counting Crows

I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow to talk about how I have problems that are no longer reasonably manageable. I am, naturally, terrified. It's a self-perpetuating problem.

These days all I think about is moving away and starting over. What fresh hell that could turn out to be, right? Historically it's gone about as well as this is going.